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I wanted to become a musician since I was 20. I don't know why I didn't have the courage to start learning how to sing and play an instrument. I really don't know. 

What is Pragmatism?

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I was talking to the doctor about dual feelings about situations and people. A very interesting things came to my mind; From one hand, I'd like to attract good, loyal, beautiful persons, however, when I find a good person, I immediately loose my interest. Why? because I think I'm not worthy enough to attract a girl with the above-mentioned attributes. Therefore, when a good girl is attracted to me, I think that OK, she's not what I want and what I need, and she has big flaws; that's why she chose me. In other words, maybe I think I'm not deserve the best in my life. 

وقتی فکر میکنی که لایق چیزای خوب نیستی، وقتی یه اتفاق خوب برات میوفته قدرش رو نمیدونی و شروع میکنی به گول زدن خودت که اقا من که میدونم شانس ندارم، من که میدونم چیزای خوب نصیب من نمیشه، پس این موقعیت، این کار، یا این شخص خوب حتما ایرادات بزرگی داره که نصیب من شده. این چجور تله عمیقی هست؟!